I'm very kind of not really mellow. AKA, I'm hyper as hell, but when in a crowd I don't know, I'm like...extrememly quiet and different form when I'm with my wonderful friends. I'm 5'7" and I think it's my final height. I have a fucking fetish for gay men, but only between 7 years older than me. I was born here, Seattle, on January fourth, 1993, making me almost fifteen in like...I don't know...half a year or something like that. I have almost straight A's, and like two B's, and I plan on going to Juliard [or however you spell it] to persue acting/music. I don't know how that'll work out, but I'll manage. I am a huge fan of Panic! At The Disco and I love their sense of style so much, it makes me gaga. Ryan is like...the most amazing perosn ever, and not just his looks. His artistic abilities make him mouth-watering and very beautiful. And his lyrics? Simply outstanding. He is the one person I'd love to meet, so if you know how, message me and tell me WHERE!! and I'll love you forever and always. I have brown hair that's slightly red, blue eyes and some freckles. I luuurve dancing. And vintage. I think I'm done, unless you want me to tell you anything else.

Uhm, playing music and listening to others play. I am a HUGE fan of anybody who puts themselves out there any way they can, even if they look like a fool. Jeez, I sound like my acting coach. 'Put yourself out there, Joy, I don't care if you look like a fool! Show those damn scouts what you are capable of doing!', I love Beth. She's like a mother figure to me., And then there's my beautiful choreographer, Mo. Jeez, he's awfully amazing beyond belief. But he's taken., I love pasta, burgers, and junk food., I weigh only 105 pounds, so if you think eating junk food fattens you, FUCK YOU! Eat it all you goddamn want to eat it. Eat those doughnuts you've been craving, eat all that candy you know your sister's been hording forever. EAT WHATEVER THE HELL YOU WANT! It's healthy for you, damn it! I had a disorder, I'm not going to tell which one, it's going to be obvious, that made me think I was fat and I didn't eat every two weeks. I'd eat for three days, stop, eat seven days, stop for a week because people told me I had fat thighs and stuff. I weighed 107 pounds when they started pouring the wonderful comments in about how fat I was. I went anorexic. DON'T DO IT! YOU'RE NOT FAT, STUPID! Eat all you want. Being anorexic is not fun at all!!, Well, that was fun.

Panic! At The Disco, FOB, MCR, and so many other insprirers.

Chicago, The Notebook, Titanic, Interview with the Vampire, and other really crappy corny and romantic crap.

I hate TV, but I love MTV.

Too many. I'm a total bookworm.